Baby the harder you work the further you get with me.
With me.
I think you can.
I think you can.

Turn up prepared and make sure you can keep up with me.
With Me.
I think you can.
I think you can.

But be aware I always get what I deserve.
Keep your focus keep you nerve.
Ready.
Set.
Go.

Pick up the pace and step on it!
Rip up the place if you want it!
Work!
Work!
You know you gotta work!
Work!
I got the goods and I want you.
Put your boots on baby get to work!
Work!
You know you gotta work!
Work!

I tend to get what I want so are you starting to see?
I think you do.
I think you do.
It's time for you to step up if you wanna be with me.
With me.
I think you do.
I think you do.

[Work, Work Lyrics On [link] ]

But don't go slow.
That is not the way we play.
Slowly aint my kind of game.
Ready.
Set.
Go.

Pick up the pace and step on it!
Rip up the place if you want it!
Work!
Work!
You know you gotta work!
Work!
I got the goods and I want you.
Put your boots on baby get to work!
Work!
You know you gotta work!
Work!

And it's up to you how far we take this.
Yes it's up to you so take the lead.
And it's up to you so tell me what I gotta sign.
Waiting at the finish line baby.
Ready.
Set.
Go.

Pick up the pace and step on it!
Rip up the place if you want it!
Work!
Work!
You know you gotta work!
Work!
I got the goods and I want you.
Put your boots on baby get to work!
Work!
You know you gotta work!
Work!

Pick up the pace and step on it!
Rip up the place if you want it!
Work!
Work!
You know you gotta work!
Work!
I got the goods and I want you.
Put your boots on baby get to work!
Work!
You know you gotta work!
Work!

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♥ Halloween Coming Up ♥

I know, I know! I needed to update my journal! And look! A new updated journal! OH MY FUCKING LORD! xDDDD;; Yah I had coke before typing up this journal, Lemme alone! owo;;;. And I think that's enough explanation marks XD;;. For now anyway o0;;.

Ah! Yes, Halloween is coming up in about 15 days. I actually don't know why I am mentioning this o0;; I have never done anything on Halloween, or at least as far as you people know >>;;. Dark times, dark times XDD;;. OH! I remember why I'm mentioning it! Two people that I happen to know, sadly and depressingly, are getting married on Halloween day. I guess their expecting the undead to turn up, along with the goblins and trolls. Oh, and we mustn’t forget the witches turning up to the wedding, with their green mouldy old skin and big warts on the end of their noses O___________________o;; EWWWWWWW!!! DISTURBING JUST PICTURING IT! Should not have come up with that xDDDD;;. Too late now owo;;.

And also, my college obviously does something for Halloween, so I'm not sure what that is. Kind of apprehensive to find out, but I want to know at the same time xDD;; So I'll tell you how that goes owo;;. No I'm not dressing up for Halloween :/ Can't be asked! And Not ruining this beautiful face XDDDD -vain moment- owo;;;.

♥ College and Old School Lingerance ♥

First, I honestly don't know if Lingerance is a word xDDD;; But it sounds like it is a word so shut up! OK? OK! owo;;

Moving on, I thought I might tell you guys about my college as I'm in my sixth week of college and You still don't know about it O_o;;. Well first off I am enjoying myself a lot. Compared to how I was at school, I have settled into college really well and I love it. I am doing all the subjects I want to do, contributing to why I am enjoying it. But I also have made quite a few friends, which is definitely something new for me XDD;; Yes I am antisocial a little bit like that and I only had a few friends at my old school, including my best friend, so yah owo;;;. I have like 13+ friends at college. And I even have a few friends in the Upper year above mine, ones a hot boy called Alex >>;;... SHHH!!! xDDD;;. No I do not spend my time staring! Shudup ok! Plus he isn't in my form or any of my classes ;~; I know it's depressing, but I get to see him during my lunch and break, thats when the stalking radars go off around the school XDDD;;. I just sit there and stare . ANYWAY! This is meant to be about college! Not Alex's life story and my scientific observation of his body xDDD;; YES ITS FOR SCIENTIFIC PURPOSES! Mostly...No not really...Yah no xDDD;;.

Aside from that, I am doing really well in my English and psychology classes. Naturally, considering I am always helping you people! Thanks for the training xDD;; I'm joking, psychology is actually quite easy, for me anyway. And English...I'll tell you about in my poetry section of this journal because they mix at this point >>;;. As for Biology and History, I'm doing good in too, but not the same level. Biology I'm struggling a little bit with all that detail, its killing me xDDD. And History, were doing politics which is even further brain numbing XDDD. But otherwise I am enjoying all my lessons ^^.

Oh and I get free hugs from all my girl friends! xDDD. It's how we say good bye and hello every day and because I have so many friends, almost all of them are girls apart from 2-3, so I get loads of hugs everyday xDDD I'm so gay like that SHUSH! I'M ALLOWED TOO! Partly because...OH! you all know! xDD. The boys are less huggy it seems xDD, wish Alex would hug me though... >>;;. Though they do chase each other around trying to rip each others pants off O________o;; At least I seen that happen a few times owo;;.


♥ Poems ♥

Hmm, where to start...Oh! I know XDD;; -Had a Dory moment- owo;;

Alright, first, Yes I am still writing poems. Don't worry xDDD;;. I am writing like 5 at a time right now, and I finished one which I put up a few days ago. Yes, I know that I am talking my time here, but with college and other things that have been happening, I can't afford to write all the time or whenever I want to like I use to xDDD;;. But the poems will keep on coming, I promise. My writers block is gone and I have like a whole new set of ideas and I'm also going to start working on a story. So if you have any ideas for that, you are more then welcome to share them. It will naturally be a fantasy story, full of magic, romance, action and adventure. With my own unique twist naturally xDDD;; I'll probably drop some yaoi sexiness in there somewhere too >>;;. Anyway! Any ideas that you might have, that you haven't seen before in a story and have been dying to see, mention them if you want and I'll try and include them xDDD.

Second, I LOVE MY ENGLISH CLASSES AND I LOVE MY ENGLISH TEACHER!!! xDDD. In short, I printed out a few of my poems and handed them to my English teacher at college because I wanted help with publishing them and I wanted to know if they were worth trying to publish in the first place. And OMG!!! THE REPLY I GOT WAS AMAZING BRILLIANT AND JUST WOW! My English teacher said that my poems are as good as famous poets poems, which is like the highest praise she can give me or anyone can give me! I was so happy with that! I felt like gold! She also said that my poems have a lot of energy and emotion to them, so much so that, that's why they are so brilliant. And also that my poems should be in English exams for students to search for the meaning and such. I could not stop smiling that day! I was over the moon and so much more! I felt so good, nothing ruined that day for me, nothing at all, I loved it . I personally thought I was years and years away from measuring up to any famous poet, but to hear that from my English teacher was just mind blowing

And lastly, my college had open day on this Tuesday gone and we were all required to help out, either showing parents and their children around or helping around in certain subject departments of our choice , explaining to the parents what the subject was all about and what their child will be required to do, if they take the course. So naturally I chose to help out in the English department. Anyway, I was doing a great job helping out the parents and explaining to them what the English course for college was all about. Even some of the parents went up to my English teacher to compliment me, which I was really happy with. I was on my legs for four hours by this point and my teacher said I could finish up with the parent I was with then go on my break. So once I finished I was about to go on my break, but my teacher stopped me and said she wanted me to do this gentleman that just walked in. I asked why, she said because she had faith in me. So on impulse to being praised I went up to the gentleman and explained to him the English course and what it was all about, usual. He smiled to me and asked me at the end what I wanted to do as a career, I said I wanted to be a writer. He smiled more and wished me good luck and walked away. My teacher told me after that, that was the governor of the college and all the teachers had faith in me that I'd be the best to talk to him. I felt so proud of myself!! xDDD;; And Happy that my teacher thought so much of me and my work ^^

But yah, those were the two golden moments that have happened to me in the last 6 weeks, that I am thoroughly proud of XDDDD.

♥ Personal Messages ♥

=King-Mushroom - Hope you're settling into college and that all the stuff at you home settle down and wash over soon. Love you x 999999999

~Flamesofhell2 - Wondering where you are bro, haven't seen you in a long while...and missing you lot. Hope you are ok and everything. Love you x 9999999999

=MidnightEchinacea - Know you're going through a tough time at school and such. Nice to talk to your mum though owo;;, though give me some warning next time! So I'm not running around like a headless chicken going "WHERE THE FUCK IS MY SHIRT AND HEADPHONES!" XDDDDD;; Love you x 999999999

*Calmo-Kerul - I'm really really really sorry! That your poem is taking me ages. I know I have put up a poem that I started after yours, so yours should have been put up, so I'm sorry ><; But I am working on yours and its coming to a close ^^. Love you x 999999999

~Ryu-Chu - Thank you for always being there to help me and cheer me up. Means alot. Love you x 999999999

*Ptahris - Get better you! >>;; Or I'll nuzzle you all over and be the nuzzle monster! xDDD;; Love you x 999999999

*caspercrow07 - Thanks for cheering me the other day bro, when I was all angery and raged. Helping me calm down and all ^^. Hope the stress isn't getting to you and things clear up. Love you x 999999999

~Simonarrow359 - Haven't heard from you in a while. Busy with college I'm guessing, though I could be wrong xDD;;;. Hope to see you around soon. Love you x 999999999

=darkphoenix15 - You still awake? >>;; xDDDD;; I'm just kidding, though you have been sleeping alot lately >>;; Kinda like Sleeping Beauty in Shrek 3 X33. SHe just falls over owo;;. Love you x 9999999

Right, So tha's my update on college and shizzle. Going to bed now. After I have my paste... xDDDD;;;
Night!
Love you all


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Video of the Week - [link] ( OMG! SHe got finished! XDDDD)
Song of the Week - [link] (hehe >>;; )
Picture of the Week - [link] (Neight xDDD)
Poem of the Week - [link] (Yah I wrote it xDDD)

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